four weeks

i always get sad when i think about adam leaving richmond. he is the second boy to leave me this season and high on my list of very important papi's. i told lauren that adam is the only person who is ever on my side and she said oh, you mean he is the only person that lies to you to make you feel happy and i said yes and even though it's only half true, i don't want him to be farther than ten blocks away from me. i know i can text him or call him and he will always answer but it isn't going to be the same. the theme of this summer is learning to say goodbye.